05/25/2018 - Defining my Paradigm Shift
I have never in my life experienced a God moment like I did on Friday, May 26, 2018. I will never forget this day as long as I live. Hence, the reason for my 1st blog. So, life has a way of throwing curve balls at you and all you can do is catch them right? But, what if they are all coming at 100 miles an hour, 3 at a time? This is the emotional roller coaster I faced yesterday. I was at the highest of highs, but yet the lowest of lows. I am in Paris,a place around me where all I see is couples in love embracing one another. And all I can think of at that moment is that I am still single, that somehow I am still just not "good enough". Wow, talk about an Ego Bust. I am supposed to be this awesome, beautiful, loving, successful woman who is just not "good" enough to make a relationship to work? I mean, how could that be? I excel in every area of life, but fail miserably, it seemed, in relationships. So, on came the tears. The self-pity. I